May 17th, 2012
FUCK YOU. DON’T YOU EVER EXPOSE ME LIKE THAT. I’M GOING TO LITERALLY MESS YOU UP. Ugh, why the hell did you have to post a picture of the shit I gave you?! I DON’T THINK IT’S NECESSARY… let alone you live farther and a lot of people will talk shit. PLUS, you have a girlfriend. You’re so fucking clueless. Do you want you girlfriend to feel insecure? YOU LITERALLY MADE MY NIGHT AS FUCKED AS IT ALREADY WAS and you just HAD to make it worse. I have no other option but to drop our friendship. Yeah, you led me to thinking the worst of you. We are
bestfriends and we chose it to keep it that way before, during and after our relationship. You’re fucking dead to me. What you did was completely unforgivable.
May 13th, 2012.
Happy 5 Months to my one and only, Noah Pontino. <3
Or Captain Noah.. Like what my wife says, LOL
I love you sooo much, babe. :)
May 11th, 2012.
Ha, I thought I’d never be this pissed off before. It’s our 5th month on Sunday and you decide to go skate? Ugh, the fact that my dad was willing to THANK you for staying with me and treat us both for dinner. It would’ve been perfect and it would actually give you the chance to finally meet my dad. Whatever, I bet you don’t even know I’m mad at you.
May 8th, 2012
I’m happy that my drawing of two roses is on display. :3 I had to stay after school just to do my essay because I was falling behind. But, I’m back on track. :)
Overall, it was a good day today. c;
May 6th, 2012.
It’s to the point where I can’t explain my feelings. I can’t tell anyone either because of what they will think of me. I really need to let go but, I think it’s the memories is what I’m holding on to. It’s screwing around in my mind. It’s for the best.
April 14th, 2012
These thoughts are screwing up my feelings and they’re going through my head. Having that deep talk with my dad was fucking crazy. It’s like he knew exactly how I felt. Gosh, why did he question about you? You’re out of my life already. He made it seem like you were the perfect person. But, you’re not mine anymore. I shouldn’t even be thinking about you anyways. What can I do to get you off my mind?
Fuck yo feelings! - April 9th, 2012.
I don’t know why I care. I don’t know why I’m even waiting for you to even say hi or even talk to me. Just fuck it all. I hate how everything just fucking dropped without any closure. Yeah, I shouldn’t even be thinking about you. I’m already with someone better. But, is it true that whenever you still think of someone, you still held on to the feelings? Or is it the memories you miss? I don’t understand this shit. I’ve never felt this way before. Oh Lord, help me. These feelings are going through my head and is going to my heart. Geez, I need help.